My College Days And More. If I had To Go Through Them Again When They Hurt So Much Before 😢

Just watched Disney Channel’s Freaky Friday (2018) ❤️ It was a great movie filled with such great songs but one thing that really touched me and I really related too was when Ellie (Cozi Zuehlisdoff) And her mum, Katherine (Heidi Blickenstaff) Comtemplate the idea that they may never switch back into their own bodies. Ellie’s Mom sings that she would have to go through what hurt so much before and it was this line that I can totally relate too as for me; Primary school was a nightmare because I was bullied all the time and it hurt because I didn’t understand why and then I thought secondary could be a new start but I was still outcasted by others but the routine of lessons and so on made me comfortable. Things deteriorated when I left because College gave more independence but it was independence that I didn’t know what to do with and this time it wasn’t the students whom were cruel but the tutors themselves 😢 I definitely couldn’t go through that all again. I don’t think i‘d be strong enough. I only survived the first time with the love and support of my family and it was only recently that I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder and my upside down world turned 360 degrees causing things to finally make sense; of why I had always felt different like I was an outcast 😢 I will never be able to thank my family enough and I will never be able to express how much I love them ❤️